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I just feel overwhelmed with emotions.

I’m excited about being able to go to college, and living in a dorm, and making new friends. I’m nervous about school and the classes, and if I will be able to handle it. And then I found my roommate, she seems extremely nice, and she lives near me. It was all fun and exciting until she knew all of you. She’s even going to go in your prom group with that girl. And I don’t want to come off as jealous or anything, but I’m actually hurt of the way you did things. And honestly no one knows, because I had been fine, I was okay, I was happy, actually I AM HAPPY. I just feel like you made me look stupid in front of everyone. I feel used, and lied to. And I wish I could just put this behind us, but I don’t know how to. And the worst part is that I know it wasn’t you, or at least not the whole way. And I mean I guess you know who was behind all this. Sometimes I wish she could feel what she made me feel, but then again I don’t want anyone going through what I had to go through. One thing I realized is that I can’t hold grudges against her forever.. so here it goes. I forgive her, I know she’s never going to say sorry, but I just want her to know that I am okay with her¬†existence, and if she ever look back and remember everything that she did to hurt me just remember that it’s okay, and I forgive her. I am now going to try and focus on the bigger picture. I’m going to let myself heal, and start all over again. Because I deserve to be happy.¬†