i just had an attack, i couldnt stop crying, and everytime i think about it my eyes get filled with tears. its all thanks to that four letter word that every girl dreams of… prom!
As we all know is right around the corner, and my mom finally allowed me to go without a date… and my friends and i were all really happy, and we all decided we weren’t gonna have dates, i guess you can say it was gonna be like a ladies night out.
two days ago my mom asked me if i was really going to prom, and i said yeahhh.. but now i dont think i wanna go, i mean it would be really fun, but i dont think i can go without a date.. and its not bc my mom wont let me, but bc… idk…
all i want is someone to do something nice and sweet for me like they did to my amazing neighbor. her DATE wrote all over her car asking her to prom.. or like in the TV shows when the guy walks into the class with a pizza that say PROM? on it, or when they send you a letter (P, R, O, M, ?) and then they show up wit a sign that completes the word? ¨
Thats my dream, but sadly i know it will never happen. and im not being negative, im just stating the facts. if im gonna spend that much money on one night, i dont know if i wanna go to NOT have fun.
I’m deppressed, and undecided :/