I’m just worried about the future. About every single aspect of my life. Its just that the fact of having something set in stone for the future made me feel safe. BUT.. you can’t do that. You can’t have a plan for the next few years of your life. Life just doesn’t work that way. Let alone, planning it with someone else. You can’t plan all the twists and turns that you are going to find along the way. And that is the beautiful thing about life, that you never know where you’re going to end.
I'm so afraid of you, and that's what saddens me the most.
The fact that I can’t have the kind of mother-daughter relationship every one else has.
The fact that you’re so judge mental about everything.
The fact that you never listen.
And the fact that you’re so aggressive.
You have a way of always making me feel protected and cared for. I am seriously falling or you, and I can’t spend another minute apart. The fact that I won’t be by your side for a while breaks my heart into a billion pieces. You’re all I want. I’m starting a count down til next year I guess :(
I feel like dying. I don’t really have people to tell how I’m really feeling. Well one person but I don’t wanna overwhelm them with my problems. It’s like I cant even be home for a second without something happening. ACTUALLY I shouldn’t even call this place my home, this is just a house that I happen to live in. I’m not fucking welcomed in this place! I just wish I had somewhere where I could just be… Me
“Before you can grow up, you must fall in love 3 times. Once, you must fall in love with your best friend, ruining your friendship forever. This will teach you who your true friends are, and the fine line between friendship and more. Once you must fall in love with someone you believe is perfect. You will learn that no one is perfect, and that you should never be treated as anything less than you deserve. And once, you must fall in love with someone that is exactly like you. This will teach you about who you are, and who you want to be. And when you’re through will all that, you learn that the people who care about you the most are the ones that you hurt, and the ones that hurt you are the ones that needed you the most. But most of all, you learn that love is only a concept and is not something that can be defined, it is different to each and every person on this earth, knowing that everyone only wants to be loved.”—Anonymous (via fluffynips)